Showing posts with label Disappointment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Disappointment. Show all posts

Friday, January 25, 2013

Lost The Edge



Ever seen Top Gun?

One of my favorite movies as a youngster.  Motivated me in many ways to join the military.

I recall, at Basic Training, while on a rifle range jets flew over head and I sang to myself "Highway to the Danger Zone."

I truly aspired to be a pilot.  My drill sergeants were less concerned with my ambitions.

Anyway.

There is a scene early in the movie where Cougar, a stud otherwise, just gives up.

Instead of inadaquately describing the words said, here's the footage:




Well, Cougar? That's me, in my present form. 

Nothing of my actions suggests I was the All Star caliber as Top Gun's Cougar, but my own assessment continues to tell me that I was even better. Only, in my case, as a soldier. 

But, here I am.  My edge has been lost.

It's never coming back.